Making memories of me
As you may know, my memories are very important to me. I love photos, I love looking back on my past and I love my lists lol. I have my happy book to document the things that make me smile and I have a...
View ArticleI’m still here
Hi all … Or those who are still following me… Apologies for the long absence – and for any spelling mistakes as I’m writing this from my phone. I’m not back for good (yet) but I almost feel like I owe...
View ArticleAWOL
The following has been playing on my mind a lot lately…Let’s call this…Therapy A few weeks ago I heard news of a shooting on a military base in Texas – Fort Hood. I didn’t know anyone involved or...
View ArticleIt’s been one year….
It’s been a year since the shit hit the fan…. so it seems only fitting that I write a post. I feel I owe it to myself to revisit this blog -to face my demons- but also to anyone still out there...
View ArticleMaking memories of me
As you may know, my memories are very important to me. I love photos, I love looking back on my past and I love my lists lol. I have my happy book to document the things that make me smile and I have a...
View ArticleI’m still here
Hi all … Or those who are still following me… Apologies for the long absence – and for any spelling mistakes as I’m writing this from my phone. I’m not back for good (yet) but I almost feel like I owe...
View ArticleMotivation Monday – Blog blocking
^^^^ like cock blocking but in the blog sense lol I am now a member My head is still all over the place – which I’m sure this post will be too- don’t get me wrong I’m not cuddled up on the sofa sobbing...
View Article#13 As sick as your secrets
**Continuing on from my last post (here) *** Number 9 Sign (Photo credit: tedeytan) In order for this to make as much sense as possible, its probably a good idea to read back (if you haven’t already)...
View ArticleJust when you thought it was safe to go back in the water…
Deep Breath (Photo credit: kagey_b) So having had a few weeks of “should I stay or go?” I was no closer to a decision. I had felt bad for even thinking about leaving… Not just bad for him but bad for...
View Article#12 Here’s looking at YOU
Cut Eye (Photo credit: lindes) One of the big highs over the last month I suppose was when we made some progress in the bedroom. I’m not sure how many of you would consider what I am about to tell you...
View ArticleFor better or worse
Therapy in session through quilting (Photo credit: fishin widow) Apologies for being AWOL recently… to be honest I’m not in a great place :/ I have SO much going on in my head AND in reality (good AND...
View ArticleMotivation Muesday
I am now a member Well…its not Monday anymore… but screw it. I’ve had a really up and down week (or more) but I managed to tick some of my goals off. Actually writing these posts – as unmotivated as I...
View ArticleWeekly Writing Challenge: 21st Century Love is…Dangerous
Relationship Status Update (Photo credit: joelaz) I have had an ‘isn’t it ironic’ post floating around my head about how we first got together, how we talked about everything and anything…how we got to...
View ArticleTherapy : The Oxygen Mask
Concepts in Eric Berne’s Transactional Analysis (Photo credit: Wikipedia) I recently met my husbands therapist for the first time. We ended up staying for an extra hour and in those 2 hours I learned...
View ArticleFarewell
goodbye (Photo credit: lanier67) Last week was my final final session with my counsellor. We actually had loads to talk about for a change – mainly good but also some recent revelations (which I will...
View ArticleMotivation Monday: And she’s back in the game
I am now a member It’s been over a week since I updated about the world of Beth. It’s been busy – the good kind again. Last week and the next I’m doing extra work hours in the daytime – which is when I...
View ArticleI'm still here
Reblogged from The Community Storyboard: I drape my arm over you Your body tenses Physically Shunning me Emotionally Willing me To stay It stings I'm torn I want to run I want to turn away To protect...
View ArticleGuest Post – The Other Side of the Glass: The Cave
The next Instalment from our mystery blogger: cave troll (Photo credit: matthewb) This is the fourth post in the series The Other Side of the Glass, where I explain in detail what it feels like to live...
View ArticleIsn’t it Ironic? Wish you were here
“Wish You Were Here” So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did...
View ArticleI stuffed the cat back in….
An update on my previous post I bit the bullet and I told him en route to therapy this evening, we had to run some errands before officially setting off and he had questioned little things like why...
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