I’m Alive
English: daisy from below (Photo credit: Wikipedia) I am alive Had a very busy few days (good busy though) so havent been able to get on here much; busy tomorrow – counselling…i think its my last...
View ArticleDate night
Over the weekend we had our date night. He had just had his first therapy session in a while and I had just come home from work… And both of us were a little worse for wear from the night before. SO…...
View ArticleFeel Good Friday!
The last week or so has been busy at the Beth household. I’ve been spending the day doing wifey duties and sunbathing – oh yes she’s got a tan – and in the evening I’m off to work. As soon as I get...
View ArticleA new perspective: Thinking INSIDE the box
Three-Point Perspective (Photo credit: Wikipedia) As mentioned yesterday I recently received an email from a fellow blogger. He told me he knew personally about the numbness of PTSD and wanted to give...
View ArticleJust thought I’d let you know…
Pile of old books. (Photo credit: Wikipedia) I’ve missed you!… I have spent this evening attempting to catch up on my reader…PROPERLY. This means actually taking the time to read more than on post on...
View ArticleGuest Post – The other side of the glass: What does it feel like?
memory void (Photo credit: esmtll) As promised, here is the first Guest Post from our mystery blogger The other side of the glass: How does it feel? I happened to come across the Comfortably Numb blog...
View ArticleMotivation Monday: Rollercoaster Ride
I am now a member Happy Monday everyone I’ve had a busy week or so (posted about here if anyone’s interested) and this next week is set to be a rollercoaster…. Today I have my last counselling session...
View ArticleGuest Post – The Other Side of the Glass: What is Daily life like without...
Thinking (Photo credit: Moyan_Brenn) The second installment from our mystery blogger This is the second posts in the series The Other Side of the Glass, where I explain in detail what it feels like to...
View ArticleFork in the road
Reblogged from The Community Storyboard: I find myself Standing Breathless At a fork in the road Staring at the routes ahead Both taking me forward Both in different directions Both leading to the...
View ArticleGrab the bull by the P(h)ORN
Watching Porn (Photo credit: WarzauWynn) I have a confession….I watched porn the other week *shock horror!* For anyone who doesn’t know why this is world breaking news or worthy of a post… Well sod off...
View ArticlePay it forward….
PIF – Pay it Forward (Photo credit: amitaf) The dental recovery is going well -actually today its fine but I’m milking it and have spent this morning catching up with more bloggers- don’t judge me Like...
View ArticleGuest Post – The Other Side of the Glass: What are relationships like without...
The next instalment from our mystery blogger: PTSD Nation (Photo credit: Truthout.org) This is the third posts in the series The Other Side of the Glass, where I explain in detail what it feels like to...
View ArticleI let the cat out of the bag….kind of
cat’s tail out from the bag (Photo credit: Wikipedia) I’m such a dick sometimes… I’ve really gone and done it. Part of me is relieved but the rest is just angry at myself, I feel like I’ve meddled in...
View ArticleI stuffed the cat back in….
An update on my previous post I bit the bullet and I told him en route to therapy this evening, we had to run some errands before officially setting off and he had questioned little things like why...
View ArticleIsn’t it Ironic? Wish you were here
“Wish You Were Here” So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did...
View ArticleGuest Post – The Other Side of the Glass: The Cave
The next Instalment from our mystery blogger: cave troll (Photo credit: matthewb) This is the fourth post in the series The Other Side of the Glass, where I explain in detail what it feels like to live...
View ArticleI'm still here
Reblogged from The Community Storyboard: I drape my arm over you Your body tenses Physically Shunning me Emotionally Willing me To stay It stings I'm torn I want to run I want to turn away To protect...
View ArticleMotivation Monday: And she’s back in the game
I am now a member It’s been over a week since I updated about the world of Beth. It’s been busy – the good kind again. Last week and the next I’m doing extra work hours in the daytime – which is when I...
View ArticleFarewell
goodbye (Photo credit: lanier67) Last week was my final final session with my counsellor. We actually had loads to talk about for a change – mainly good but also some recent revelations (which I will...
View ArticleTherapy : The Oxygen Mask
Concepts in Eric Berne’s Transactional Analysis (Photo credit: Wikipedia) I recently met my husbands therapist for the first time. We ended up staying for an extra hour and in those 2 hours I learned...
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